Untethered

“Untethered” by Holly Sheidenberger

He came to me like a wisp of smoke, transitory and ephemeral. He ended up leaving me the same way.

We’d loved each other years before, but he disappeared with no goodbye. I never forgot him.

One fateful day he found me again. He needed a companion.

He was dying.

He wove a tale beyond belief, yet somehow truer than the deepest truth.

“My soul is . . . untethered,” he breathed. “It escapes from my body. I can’t constrain it.”

He was becoming unmoored, his spirit exiting his body each night beyond his control.

Soon he would be too weak to return, trapped eternally in a sphere outside his body.

He didn’t want to go alone.

I held him as he fell asleep each night in fear, wondering if I would wake up to find him cold.

One morning I did.

Now I commune with the night sky, knowing he’s floating amongst the stars.

Alone.

Always and Only

“Always and Only” by Holly Sheidenberger

Scrolling through my phone… I freeze.

There she is, gazing deep into the soul I remember having.

They called me arrogant, narcissistic, shallow. But she knew better.

She saw me.

We were friends, best friends. She wanted more, but I wanted success.

I missed her when we drifted apart, but I knew there would be other girls. Plenty of fish in the sea.

Time passed and passed and passed. Now I am successful. Somewhat.

I have thought of her on certain days, when the sun is bright and we would have gone laughing to the park, so long ago.

Now this photo, suddenly haunting me. Her eyes seem to search me, challenge me, remind me of the life we could have had.

My proud façade conceals my private regret, the truth known only to myself.

There will always and only, ever be her.